Friends Only

[quatredeathlady]

I feel stupid - but I know it won't last for long
I've been guessing - I coulda been guessin' wrong
you don't know me now
I kinda thought that you should somehow
does that whole mad season got ya down

I feel stupid but it's something that comes and goes
I've been changin' - think it's funny how no one knows
we don't talk about - the little things that we do without
when that whole mad season comes around

so why ya gotta stand there
looking like the answer now
it seems to me - you'd come around
I need you now
do you think you can cope
you figured me out - I'm lost and I'm hopeless
bleeding and broken - though I've never spoken
I come undone - in this mad season

I feel stupid - but I think I been catchin' on
I feel ugly - but I know I still turn you on
you seem colder now, torn apart, angry, turned around
will that whole mad season knock you down

so are you gonna stand there
are you gonna help me out
you need to be together now - I need you now

now I'm cryin' - isn't that what you want
I'm tryin' to live my life on my own
but i won't
at times - I do believe I am strong
so someone tell me why, why, why
do I feel stupid
and I came undone

--Mad Season, Matchbox Twenty

This journal is friends only. If you would like to join the madness, just leave a comment.

::Scuttles off into the night::

Comments

[j-adoube.livejournal.com]

Wow, you must friend me. Well, You don't have to or anything... but your layout is awesome. And I read some of your earlier entries, and you seem neato.

[quatredeathlady.livejournal.com]

I think you just missed when all these newer entries were public, actually, since I just finished up friendslocking them today. I shall add you, though, as it was not by my total free will that I decided to friends lock this journal, and I love makin' new friends. XD Welcome aboard!

And thanks for the layout compliment. <3

[funklicious.livejournal.com]

QDL - please befriend me. You're super-cool, and awesome and you write the best stories...[I'm legessa with a new name, if you know who I am]

[quatredeathlady.livejournal.com]

Aww...<3 That was very sweet. XD I'll make sure Tetsu doesn't shoot you. ~_^

And I do know who you are, so Huzzah! ::runs off to add you:: I'm the one that approved your new screenname to L.O.S.E.R., so I had to figure out who you were first. XD

[fatpuppy.livejournal.com]

HEY! ADD ME, YOU FRIENDS-ONLY LOSER! :D

(You are gonna be an awesome staff-member. You made procrastinating amazing.)

[quatredeathlady.livejournal.com]

Aww, huzzah! XDD

And I am a total friends-only loser. XDD JOIN MY RANKS! XDD

In other words, consider yourself added. XDD

[aridawn.livejournal.com]

http://www.livejournal.com/community/anime/3799430.html
DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUDE SEKI!!!!! WTF!!! YOU SOOOO HAVE TO GO!!! !!! DUDE!!!

[aridawn.livejournal.com]

Yo, girl...check out the icon I made for you!!! Yeah...and check out the other ones! Hehe...Dan just taught me how to animate the icons...can you tell? I needed to stock up...for while I'm in france. If you have any good ideas, let me know.

[aridawn.livejournal.com]

*slinks out of the shadows, head hung* I miss you...can I re-friend you?? :-( I keep looking at the Ford icon and say..."I miss Nicole..."

[quatredeathlady.livejournal.com]

I'll add ya as soon as I get a chance. XD You aren't missing much anyway since I'm rarely on line at home. I hope you're having a good time in France. XD And when ya see Karl tell him I said hi. XDD

[elyciel.livejournal.com]

:) I hope you notice this comment way back in August. Anyway, this is Dawn, and I've switched journals. Kait said I ought to give you a tap on the shoulder, so here I am. Add me!

[quatredeathlady.livejournal.com]

XD Horray for new LJ names. I'll add you when I've got a little more time/make a new post. I'm on vacation in Florida right now. :D I'm checking e-mail and figured I'd drop a line just to let you know I got your message. I promise the next time I make an LJ post I'll add you so you can see it. XD

[linzascious.livejournal.com]

Can I be added? I'm from darkest__hour so (hopefully) you won't think I'm some insane random LJ-er xD

[quatredeathlady.livejournal.com]

I don't mind random LJers or anyone from DH, so naturally I'll add you. It's people I know in real life I'm wary of. (How oddball is that, eh? XD)

[linzascious.livejournal.com]

Thanks. That's why mine is locked! For fear of people I DO know.

[quatredeathlady.livejournal.com]

Those we already know tend to be so much more dramatic. That's why we must hide ourselves away!

[c4c.livejournal.com]

Ahoy matey! If ye can see ye way clear to be addin' me to yer Buckos list, I'd be as glad as the Cap'n after too much grog. XD

I'm sorry. It's International Talk Like A Pirate Day on Sunday. I have to practise. :-P

Also, I like embarrassing myself. But I'm another one of those lovely DH people. :-D

[subdereality.livejournal.com]

I'm not a freak or someone who attends your college. ;)

I'm the one who claimed that Snape has a 'kitten'. :) I <3 your brain and I'm adding you to my personal LJ friends list.

[quatredeathlady.livejournal.com]

::Laughs:: I want your brain too, so I'll add you back. :D ~_^

[poisonavery.livejournal.com]

Hi!

I just want to say thank you so much for reading my story! Right now, I have a lot of craziness going on in my life that's bringing me down, and the thought that someone would actually read bits of my story, and even more, actually enjoy it, makes me feel so good. :)

Leanne

[quatredeathlady.livejournal.com]

Aww, I'm glad I could help cheer you up even a little, and I'm sorry it took me so long to get around to it! I can be a bit of a slacker sometimes, but I do try to keep my promises. XD

[foxzer0.livejournal.com]

Hey. You. Add me to your LJ, I am using this account again. lol.. :P

[quatredeathlady.livejournal.com]

Done. :D

[zer0-percent.livejournal.com]

nicole nicole nicole nicole!!! it's hannah :D

add me please? :puppy eyes:

[quatredeathlady.livejournal.com]

Who can resist the puppy eyes? XD

You have been teh added. :D Welcome aboard!

[quatredeathlady.livejournal.com]

You have been teh added.

And duh, of course I won't tell him. XP

[http://users.livejournal.com/_morning_glow/]

::adds!!::

[quatredeathlady.livejournal.com]

::adds you back!:: Yay! Now we're all happy! XD

[doryface.livejournal.com]

You're added! :)

[quatredeathlady.livejournal.com]

Hooray! ::Goes to add you back. :D::

[evocates.livejournal.com]

-poke- If you have forgotten about me so soon, I'm hurt. But I'm the Zechs RPer in Faded Melody anyway...

Add moi?

[quatredeathlady.livejournal.com]

You've been added back. :D Is your journal only a fic journal?

[evocates.livejournal.com]

Nope. My life isn't very interesting, so I don't have a journal for personal shit. I mostly rant and write in the journal though.

[quatredeathlady.livejournal.com]

Sweet. :D I was just curious.

[artemis-eld.livejournal.com]

o_o wtf, why did I not see this.

[widepretence.livejournal.com]

Hello Nicole it's Dawn! :) Add me add me?

♥

[rosalui.livejournal.com]

Hi! *waves* Um. I heard about your fic recently, I'd like the chance to read? :)

[priscellie.livejournal.com]

Hey, it's Priscilla! I want to be your LJ friend so I can read your White Collar OT3 fic. :D

[quatredeathlady.livejournal.com]

Hello! I've friended you, so you should be able to see them now. :D Welcome to my journal. XD

[quatredeathlady.livejournal.com]

Hey lady! I've added you now. The fic Kait was talking about on Twitter is in a comment on this entry (http://quatredeathlady.livejournal.com/571194.html). XD

[rosalui.livejournal.com]

Thank you! :)